22/01/2009 22:07

AT this very moment i receive a message from mama saying;

"Yaya beli feraro rocher 1ktk utk kakak n mama byr,she wrote letter 2u with heart encirclg cover.She drew both of u holding hands.Immense love she has for u.Mama hope kakak akan jaga yaya when mama dah xde"

At that moment i was actually studying and instantly my tears drop..i was crying heavily as i really missed my sister..My sister meant everything to me..She's my best friend,my shoulder to cry on,my love...I swear at that moment to take good care of her..dont let anyone treat her bad..And to love her till i die..

For me,there's nothing wrong about her eventhough she have down syndrome..i feel that she is better than most of the normal person..She can understand what im going thru even when im sad,happy or even stressed..She knows that i really love her..My family loves her very much!!
She gave us so many things..She gave us reasons to laugh,reasons to live and she is also the glue of the family..Without her,i dont think i can live..Actually i think i just need her to live..with her,i feel alive and happy..i cant think of any moment that i spent with her that i think of my problems..hmmmm..Well in the future blog,maybe i'll post more about my sister,yaya a.k.a BABY! huhuhu..



i really love u yaya!!!

busyyyyyyyyyyyy...

Well its been like more than a month since i last update my boring blog..There's many things happen in this pas month..Just entered back UITM..i Thought for a while not to continue study as i really feel stressfull with the course that im taking..But how can i break my family's heart especially my parent n yaya whom i swear to take good care off in the future..So i will try my best to study smart(not hard)..huhu..promise to graduate and make my family feel proud of me..

WISH ME LUCK AND HAPPINESS!!!!!!

happy..

im happy because i passed my exam..

happy because yaya is getting better..

happy because finally i have settle everythng bout my house..

happy dat my family is doing ok..

happy

happy

happy

hehehehe..

n last but not least happy to get new contact lens..

hoorAY!!!!!!

Now..i've settled most of my problems so i have bit of time to tell u guys..hehe..well i went to cameron with my sis,bro,his gf(julie),and his frens and to tell u d truth i felt like dont want to come back home..Later on i'll post some of the pics ya..(very lazy now)..well i tink all of us had great time there but poor julie..she's tired of driving us there..huhu..i hope she did enjoy it..well the 2nd thing is,i found a room but still have to find a fren to share the room with me..at least i got a place right..hihihi..i think thats all..tired woo..

WHY!!!!!

This morning while i was on9,my friends called me and ask whether i get to stay in the college for the nex sem...SOoo i straight away open UITM's student portal to check..In my heart i was praying and praying so that i get it..And guess what.. I DIDN'T GET IT..To sadden the story more is all of my friends get to stay in college and i was the only one who doesn't get..I was clueless and dont know what to do..I search high and low for room to rent but there's no luck..i feel so sad =(

Dont know what to do...plzzzz help me!!!

Sad..

Im sad because i cant b with my bestfriend in the nex sem as im a business managemt(transport) n my best fren is majoring in economic..huhu..Im definitely gonna mish Ely,Jaja,G-ah n Iqa..not forgettin my room mate farkha..huhu..soooo sad

ely n jaja

Ely have been so kind to me..she have taught me the meaning of friendship and to never give up(especially on accounting which was very hard 4me)..She taught me to have fun in our own way and always help me with my study..4dat i really appreciate her in my life

jaja n me

What can i say about jaja??hmmm..She is sooo shy(NOT!!!)..hehe..she looks naive but looks can b deceiving..huhu..Well,lets start from the begining..i know jaja thru ely bcoz she's ely's room mate(see how i can make frens wit anyone...ahahah)..At first i thought she was shy but then once i'm a regular in the room(im also known as ely's 4th room mate) she then starts to show her true colour..huhu..Jaja is avery delicate n sensitive person but she doesnt show her soft side to anyone..She is so understanding and MOST important is she is not FAKE!Well i can talk about them for days but let me just tell u that im really gonna mis them....

hellllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...hehehe

Hmmm...Well,what can i say....Actually im realy new to this blogging thingy eventhough its been around for few years(i know..i know)..Well i start this blog because of my bro and julie(his gf)..huhu..I read each and every post that they put..huhu..And it triggered my heart to start blogging..huhu..Well i jus want u guys to know what happen to me..Sad stories and also HAPPY ones..hehe..Soooo jus wait for my nex post k..hehe..And to issie,revenge will be taken in this near future..bcarefull!!!..Muahahaha!!